Tumblr is my way of venting all the big meaningless things that go on in my life. So let me start. I turned 16 years old in November. My mom did not buy me a car until as of last week and I got a 2006 Honda Civic. However, I do not get to drive my car car until July 1. And even better, I have to drive John’s car until then because my health insurance kicks in on July 1. Oh and even fucking better? When I start driving I can only go to school and work. What the fuck? Are you fucking kidding me? Honestly if I knew there was a painless way to die I would fucking have done it such a long ass time ago, but the only problem is no one keeps a gun in my house. Do you know  what I would’ve done? Yeah I’m overreacting it sounds like. I feel like my mom hates me and yet I’m a selfish brat. I feel like everyone else has everything while I have nothing. I do everything but I still get nothing. And now let me go on to my love life. I’m dating a guy named Jacob who I used to talk to for 2 months in November. However on New Years he got really drunk and tried to hook up with one of my friends upstairs while I was downstairs. And now we’re dating again, and he may be sweet but sometimes I can’t help but feel like I’m just trying to do the you want what you can’t have. But he’s a different story, because he actually contains genuine feelings of mine unlike everyone else I have talked to since Tyler. There’s my sob story. I hate myself for being pathetic enough to call that a sob story. But I am currently crying and sobbing over so technically it is. Shoot me. Please

Please leave me alone… I’d hate for things to get nasty. But my feelings are hurt enough, just go away